[It's taken Gai nearly a decade to perfect his leader face, the image that he is unshakable and unaffected by everything, no matter how exciting or terrible. Nearly a decade to build it up and just a couple of minutes and a single girl to send it all crashing down around his ears. It makes him feel oddly exposed somehow, like raw nerves, only the sensation isn't unpleasant at all. This is her first time, not his; isn't she the one who is supposed to be feeling this way?
It's strange and somehow exciting and it feels kind of like jumping off a cliff, those heartstopping few seconds before you realize you can fly. Slowly he calms under her petting, at once elated and embarrassed. He'd thought he knew just about all there was to know about sex, but he's realizing now that he doesn't really know that much at all... at least, not about the important things.]
I'm...
[He has no idea how to word what he wants to say, because he's not sure it's something that can even be put into words.]
[Action, July 19th]
It's strange and somehow exciting and it feels kind of like jumping off a cliff, those heartstopping few seconds before you realize you can fly. Slowly he calms under her petting, at once elated and embarrassed. He'd thought he knew just about all there was to know about sex, but he's realizing now that he doesn't really know that much at all... at least, not about the important things.]
I'm...
[He has no idea how to word what he wants to say, because he's not sure it's something that can even be put into words.]