Gai, oh my God... [She can imagine it, and though she doesn't want to she's imagining it anyway. How? How did these things happen? How did a father figure treat his children so? How did he kill his children with one hand, and sponge away dirt and blood off of her with the other?]

[Wait, no, that wasn't right. Elizabeth is feeling too much to keep her life away from Gai's recounting. She should listen, and really hear what Gai is saying, but it's starting to crush her. Scramble what was her experience and what Gai's had been.]

[Without looking at Gai, Elizabeth lets her forehead fall against Gai's shoulder.]

You would think we were the world's last panacea and death rattling around in box, at the same time.