Pretty much. I mean, I can get the whole heroic sacrifice thing, but, just doing it so people like you? Dunno if I can get behind it.

[Could he honestly pull the Martyr card for glory? Probably not. He wanted to be around to hear it. And dying scares him too much, even if it's not permanent.]

Wonder if that's also a reason the cultists are so willing to just throw their lives at people. Other than the obvious of wanting to wipe all life out.