voidseeing | IC Contact for exsilium

[It's been rather difficult for Shu to slip out of his old habits. He'd used to message Gai for a lot of things and to suddenly stop, was well... a bit odd. Shu thought it'd be a good idea to go and consult Gai for advice over something pointless.]

Gai? Did you use my cup and not put it back in the drawer? [HE SAW YOU WALK BY HIS PLACE MAN.]

I don't know where my cup went and I think you know my place well so please answer me when you get the chance to.

Are you even doing your laundry, Gai?

You can't just leave your clothes around either.

What if you spilled juice on your suit? Then you'd have a white suit that tastes like grape.

Clean up after yourself.

Actually, never mind. I found my cup.

How hard is it for you to answer a message on time? Gai, I can cook an onigiri faster than you can pick up my call.

Leave me a message and make sure you don't get grape juice on your suit.

...

[Suddenly Shu remembered that Gai was probably angry at him for everything he's done. Shu only really wanted to talk to Gai because by now he'd gotten a bit lonely and it hurt him. He thought that by calling Gai and getting into his old habits again would make the feeling of loneliness go away.

Instead he found tears welling up in his eyes and just decided that all of this was pointless. He shouldn't have been so careless and tried to pretend that everything was okay.]

[Unfortunately for Shu, the last thing Gai wanted when he is tired and sick and trying to sleep is to be spammed with calls that are so utterly POINTLESS. Getting grape juice on his suit? Stealing Shu's cup? What the hell?

At last he picks up his tablet and practically SNARLS into it, wanting to seem as threatening as possible-- maybe that will get Shu to leave him alone. And considering that he's sick and in pain, he doesn't need to fake his anger.]

Stop calling me!

[Shu's pretty sensitive, so being threatened by Gai is effective enough. He's already crying but he still decides to stay on the call. Gai can hear it on the other end.]

What am I even doing? I wasn't supposed to... [His voice sounds a bit quieter than usual. The real reason why he called was so he could try to make things back to the way they were before.] We aren't friends anymore, are we?

[Ugh, Shu isn't hanging up... but at least he's being quieter and more complicit now.]

No. We're not.

[That was a stupid question, Shu. A really stupid question.]

Then it was all pointless. Me remembering that we were friends.

I'll go back to forgetting it all if you've decided on that much already.

Good, and don't call me again.

[Because it sure as hell isn't helping his headache, that much is for certain.]

That's all you have to say for yourself?

You're okay with leaving things as it is? [Because Shu's thought really hard about everything, and he isn't okay with just parting.]

You should have thought about that before you tried to destroy my Void.

[It's brusque and cold and straight-forward. For all that Shu claims that Gai is heartless and has no issues with using people, at least he doesn't pull out peoples' hearts and try to smash them.]

[Shu's silent for a moment because he realizes that Gai's right. He should have thought things through more. There's nothing he can say that'll take his actions back. However, he can do something about it now.]

There's still somethings I've been wondering about and I thought you could answer it.

Gai.

What happens when someone uses two Void Genomes?

How should I know? I'm not the one with the Void Genome.

[It's a not-so-subtle dig and he knows it. Right now, though, he's angry enough to not even care if he hurts Shu's feelings.]

It was supposed to be yours.

Not that it matters anymore. Nothing does. I'd be better off dead at this point. [He's saying all of this now because of how harsh Gai has been to him lately. ]

I have no purpose here.

[Gai's eyes narrow to slits, not that Shu can see them. Honestly, hasn't he learned anything at all from his experiences?]

If that's how you really feel, then come here so I can finish you off myself.

[Those were his own words but the idea of Gai killing him didn't sit well with him. Shu couldn't help but be a little surprised and Gai can tell.]

You'd be wasting time. I'd just come back...eventually. I can't even escape from this place even though I want to.

[Good. That was the response Gai had been counting on... at least Shu can still do SOMETHING right.]

Then stop wasting your own time by saying and thinking things like that. Focus on what you can do here instead.

Why do you care about what I think? You can't order me around.

I don't work for you anymore.

And yet you're the one who called me.

[NOTICING THE IRONY YET, SHU?]

I...

[Don't just put it in his face like that. He'll get embarrassed.]

Shut up, Gai.

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