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[The events of a week and a half ago still hang heavy over Gai's mind, something that's unusual for him. He's had his body altered without his consent, even his mind during a few experiments before, but to have his memory messed with... it's far more disconcerting than even he wants to admit. Add in everything else that happened, and you've got one broody former terrorist leader who can't even take out his unhappiness in the Battle Dome due to that damn virus.

So he opts to express himself in another way that's familiar to him, one that doesn't require any physical exertion. Something tells him that he's not the only one feeling this way right now...

When the journal entry begins, the camera is covered, obscuring its owner. All there is is a song playing over the journals, letting the music and the lyrics speak for themselves.

But that isn't all. Once it finishes playing, a written message will appear in a neat and practiced hand.]

There is a universal constant among this world and every other. The world will always force a choice on those within it: either to sit quietly by and be selected out, or to adapt and change. Those are the only two paths that can be chosen.

Our opponents made a fatal mistake when they expected us to choose the former. They underestimated our desire to survive, and that proved to be their undoing. We rose to the challenge, and we survived. And we will keep on surviving, no matter what they may try to send at us. We won't roll over and play dead the way they expect us to.

Well done, Luceti. You should be proud.

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[If she didn't understand how Gai could get so much pleasure out of doing things to her before, she likely can now. Half of the fun is in watching your partner react, the sounds they make, the way they move, all of which are things Elizabeth didn't disappoint in. Gai, on the other hand, has a lot more experience than she does and is far more practiced at not showing just how much things are affecting him.

This time he actually wants to drop that facade, to let her have clear evidence that what she's doing is in fact pleasing him a great deal. When she moves to resume what she was doing with her tongue, it isn't just that desire that causes him to let out a soft groan-- no, it's a genuine response, no exaggerating there. He does wish that he could see what she's doing, though, because he has a feeling that would make it just that much hotter. Maybe if he cranes his neck a little...]

[That sounded like a good groan, and Elizabeth has a little fluttery moment of excitement. She's getting him there, she hopes. She even risks a glance upwards before realizing that if she can see Gai, he can see her. ~~The things you learn running from people shooting at you.~~]

[What she'll see is a pleased and decidedly aroused grin on Gai's face. Yes, that was quite a good groan indeed, and he's all for letting her make him make more sounds along those lines.]

I want to watch.

[It comes out almost as a purr, something low and sexy and utterly wanting. As far as he's concerned, watching is half the fun.]

[...yeah that's frozen her brain for a moment. Elizabeth stares at Gai for a moment, stopping all of her movements.]

[Then she finally realizes what Gai said and looks down in embarrassment.] I'm going to look ridiculous.

[Gai doesn't seem deterred by that thought in the least.]

When you get right down to it, all sex looks ridiculous. That doesn't mean it isn't still hot to watch. Or do you think I didn't look equally ridiculous when I was doing it to you?

[He had his head between her legs and was doing things with his tongue. That's going to look silly in ANYONE'S book.]

No! You looked... graceful. [Elizabeth frowns and looks at the inside of Gai's thigh. Did she overthink that?]

Besides. [She fixes him with a highly accusatory half-glare.] Your tongue just disappeared to where I couldn't see it. I'm just... you can see everything.

Graceful?

[That... is not a word he was expecting to hear. He's not complaining, but he's still a bit surprised.

Still, his expression softens slightly, looking almost chastised by her response.]

If you'd rather we switch positions and have me do it on you instead, I'm fine with that. We can save this for another time.

No! No, we don't have to switch. [Though the idea is very tempting... Elizabeth positions herself above Gai again. Okay, she can do this. Graceful, looking at Gai so he can watch.]

[She has to look down to see where she's landing, but once she gets her tongue and fingers back on Gai, Elizabeth glances up to check if she's still blocking Gai's view.]

[Gai's view is quite unobstructed... by Elizabeth's head, that is. At the moment, he's got his eyes closed as he takes a shaky breath at the sensation of both her tongue and fingers on him again. Yes, she could definitely get him going with this if she keeps it up.

He lifts one hand, moves it towards her as if to rest it on her head, then thinks better of it and sets it back down on the couch. One thing at a time; he doesn't want to startle her.]

[Elizabeth breaks her concentration for a moment as she catches Gai's hand do some strange circle to the couch. Whatever he's doing, he seems to have abandoned it.]

[She starts moving more towards what Gai mentioned before. She shifts from focusing on just the tip to half the length, then all of it after a few test sweeps of her tongue.]

[The groan this pulls from Gai is less soft and more outright wanton, even shuddering, and he has to grab at the couch cushions to keep himself from trying to put his hands on her head. That's good, that's very good despite how uncertain she is about what she's doing. Perhaps it's that gentle hesitation that makes it so arousing.]

Yes...

[He's got at least enough sense left to remember to encourage her, as if the sound he'd just made wasn't already enough.]

[Yes, all of it was enough to convince her that she was pleasuring Gai instead of doing something worth laughing about. It was very encouraging, hearing Gai groan and try to keep talking.]

[Not to mention... watching him come unraveled was causing something to stir between her own legs. She remembers that in the middle of him using his tongue on her, his hand slipped into his underwear. So even being on the giving end of things was erotic...]

[Elizabeth employs more of her mouth and tongue, and maybe just a slight threat of her teeth--he'd used them on her breasts, after all. This, in her opinion, was completely fair.]

[Fair to her, bordering on cheating in his eyes... not that he has the ability to tell her so, because he's gasping again the moment her teeth make contact with him in a fashion that somehow manages to be both too much and not enough all at once.]

Elizabeth...

[It's a gentle warning of sorts to keep her from going too overboard in that department. A tiny scrape here or there is fine, he's just a little concerned at what the combination of teeth plus lack of experience could end with. But that tongue is perfect, and he hums slightly to convey this. It's becoming harder and harder for him to keep his eyes open and focused on her, as much as he wants to keep watching.]

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[Oh... well, perhaps that wasn't the best decision. Come to think of it, Gai hadn't used his teeth down there, and the thought was a little horrifying the more she turned it over. Yes, probably not the best decision.]

Sorry. [It's a quiet apology, but Elizabeth is fortunately far from shaken. She tries to soothe Gai with a few slow, gentle licks, flattening her tongue as much as she can. And maybe... maybe she can rest her hand on the side she isn't licking. And brush one of her fingers over him while she uses her tongue too. That's surprising, right? And probably less nerve-wracking than her teeth.]

[It certainly isn't what he was expecting, and the combination of sensations does feel quite good. At last he gives up trying to keep his eyes open and just lets his head fall back against the couch while he loses himself in the feeling of her tongue and fingers on him. She's figuring out more things to do with her tongue, which is good, but there's one more thing she can do that he forgot to mention...]

... you can suck on it too if you want.

[When her tongue hits a particularly sensitive spot, he can't help himself: his hips arch upward a fraction of an inch before he manages to stop them. Mentally he curses himself, hoping he didn't startle her with that...]

[Yeeeah, yeah that startled her. Mostly because her nose gets a little rub from Gai's... yes, she lets go and backs up a little.]

Are you sure...? [Elizabeth looks a little wary. If she'd had Gai completely in her mouth when he'd pushed up, there wasn't really anyplace for him to go save for down her throat.]

[He makes a small disappointed sound when she moves away, but he can't say he's surprised. Really, he should have better control over his body than that.]

Only if you want to.

[It's not hard to see why she's hesitant, though. This is probably the first time in his life that he's thought that maybe being a little smaller wouldn't be so bad.]

[Gai's little disappointed sound is slowly becoming Elizabeth's kryptonite. She can't deny him anything, apparently, especially when he makes that little wanting noise that reaches right into her chest and pulls at her heart. Maybe because it felt like from what Elizabeth had been told, Gai had never actually gotten exactly what he wanted in his life. And maybe he only felt comfortable making those sad, needy noises at her?]

[Only if she wanted to-- Well, she wanted to make him sigh in pleasure again, she wanted to give him what he wanted. So really, she wanted to do it.]

[...she just knew she would look so unattractive doing it. She shuffles up to Gai, on her knees, poised over him.] Close your eyes for me?

[And once she's sure he's done that, she takes him in her hand again and, hesitating for just two second, gently seals her mouth around two inches of Gai.]

[Honestly, closing his eyes would have happened whether he'd wanted to or not. He does as she asks, of course, because he'll do anything to make her more comfortable with this whole thing, even if it means he won't get to watch her work. But when she closes her mouth around him like that and he suddenly finds far more of him than he'd been expecting engulfed in that wet heat...

... well. His head presses back against the couch, and he's making a sort of strangled gasp before he can even help himself.

Dear god, just how much of him does she have in her mouth? He can't even tell; all his mind can process is "wet" and "hot" and how amazing it feels. It's far more than he was expecting, that much is for sure, and it's temporarily disconnecting his ability to do anything beyond breathe.]

[This is very exciting. That's probably the best reaction Elizabeth's ever gotten out of Gai--even topping that one time she caused him to have an absolute system failure just by saying 'I want it inside me'. She can recognize that tautness in his body, she's felt it in her own. This might have been strange and new to Elizabeth, but it's very good now that it's making Gai make noises she's familiar with.]

[She rests her arms over Gai's thighs, her elbows on the couch. And after a little stale pause while she thinks, Elizabeth draws her lips up and off of Gai only to repeat the motion again.]

Yes...

[Dimly Gai is aware that "yes" seems to be the only word left in his vocabulary at this point. Not a bad thing by any means, as it gets the job done without requiring his brain to do anything. Thinking is pretty much a lost cause now with her mouth on him like that.

When he feels her pull away, he makes another sound of disappointment and opens his eyes to look down at her, wanting to ask what she's doing. And then her mouth is on him again and all coherent thought flees his mind once more, leaving him only able to moan his approval of that action.]

[She's perfecting the art of awkward oral sex, Gai. That's what she's doing.]

[Though really, Elizabeth is convinced that this is the way to do it. It was like licking, but with her entire mouth. Right? Right. She keeps going in the same fashion, interspersing with a few licks when she has to breathe a little longer.]

[Whenever she has to take her mouth off of him, though, she runs her fingers soothingly over Gai's hip. Gosh those disappointed sounds really got to her...]

[It is somewhat awkward, and certainly not the best blowjob he's ever had, but her sincerity and desire to please him is more than making up for her lack of technique. Technique can be improved with practice, anyway. And hey, if she wants to practice on him? He is all for that.

His breathing grows heavier as she works, less measured, a clear sign that his control is slowly beginning to slip. As much as he'd love to tangle his fingers in her hair, he's pretty sure she wouldn't be okay with that, so he just settles for clenching his hands into fists on the couch cushions instead. There won't be any disappointed sounds now-- on the contrary. Every noise that escapes his mouth is unquestionably pleased.]

[Out of the corner of her eye, Elizabeth spots Gai's hand on the cushion. He's still tense, and if the sounds he was making weren't a clear indication that he was enjoying her attentions she might have been concerned that he was nervous or something. But she is a little starved for contact with Gai, even though her mouth is very firmly on him.]

[She reaches out to drape her hand over Gai's fist, then tries to take a bit more of him into her mouth. Maybe if she just breathed through her nose, she wouldn't have to come up as often...]

[That touch to his hand brings him back to awareness enough for him to uncurl his fist and wrap his hand around hers, giving it a slight squeeze. It's an intimate gesture and he likes it... as if having her mouth on him weren't already intimate enough. This is different, though; it feels more personal, in a way.]

Elizabeth...

[The only other word left in his vocabulary. He wants to tell her that she doesn't have to try to fit it all into her mouth if it's uncomfortable for her, that he certainly doesn't expect that and it's fine if she can't. But words are hard and he can't seem to remember how they work. Hopefully she'll be able to get the message anyway.]

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