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Gai! [She giggles, cheeks turning pink again as she nuzzles into his hand.]

Then I take it back, I have some idea of how much you want me! [She's not letting him off that easily, no matter how naked and aroused she is.]

[He ducks his his head down for a kiss, muffling those giggles with his mouth-- though she'll likely be able to feel that he's laughing every bit as much as she is. It's things like this that make him realize just how much he loves her, this ability to tease and laugh with her even when they're just moments away from having sex.

After a moment of peppering her lips with playful kisses, he pauses to just look at her, take in everything about this moment and burn it into his memory so that no matter what happens, he'll always be able to recall this feeling of happiness and of being loved. And then he kisses her again.

This time, he wants to convey everything he's feeling right now, all of those emotions that he can't put into words. Maybe he can't put them into words properly, but that doesn't mean that he can't let her know how he feels about her and about all of this.]

[Elizabeth tries to chase each little playful kiss, not trying to turn it into something deeper, but just trying to play back. When he pauses to look at her, Elizabeth does the same. His hair is falling around them in curtains, and she takes a moment to tuck one side behind his ear and brush her fingertips across his cheek. She wants to remember this moment too, because she's never had a moment where she's felt quite so loved.]

[She wraps her arms around Gai's back again when he presses for something more sober. Elizabeth can almost feel that he's struggling to say something, but can only try to kiss her hard enough to say it. She strokes his back, holds onto him. The words aren't coming to her either, but she's feeling the weight of the moment.]

[Words aren't needed for something like this, not really. The way he's kissing her right now speaks volumes: it's slow, loving, yet with an underlying heat to it, like a flickering fire that could be stoked into a raging inferno at any moment. But he isn't going to let it reach that state, not yet. He wants to be certain that she understands what he's trying to express first.

It's when he feels her arms around him, feels her pulling him closer, that he knows she's gotten the message. Now he lets a little more desire creep into the kiss, to show that he meant exactly what he said about wanting her. Because he does-- he wants her so much his entire body aches for it, and while he's trying to maintain control, he can feel it unraveling with every second, every touch of her skin against his. The fuse has been lit and it won't be long before he explodes.

At last he pulls back just enough to look her in the eyes, keeping his hands cupping her face.]

Are you ready?

Edited 2013-07-31 02:26 (UTC)

[Elizabeth grips that little thread of desire in Gai's kiss and lets it drag her back into the heat growing between their bodies. If anything though, that moment steeled her resolve even further. She wants Gai, she wants him to take all of her and love all of her until she can't feel anything else. Even if it hurts at first, she knows what's on the other end of whatever few moments of pain she feels. Gai holding her, keeping her steady.]

[She looks up into his eyes and nods.] I'm ready, go ahead.

[He nods in return, brushing one last soft kiss to her lips before sitting back a bit to get them into position. Really, what he hates most about this is the fact that he has to take his hands away from her cheeks to do so; he wants to touch her while he does this, but both hands are required for the initial part and there's no way he's going to risk anything going even slightly wrong. More than anything, he's scared of hurting her.

It takes a deep breath to steady his nerves enough to be able to reach out to her. One hand spreads her apart, and with his other hand he carefully positions himself until he's pressed right up against her opening, ignoring his every instinct screaming at him to just PUSH right inside, patience be damned.

One more deep breath, and then he smiles down at her.]

Here goes.

[Now he does push. Just gently at first, pressing inside as slowly as he can manage until he's gotten the tip inside. That's as far as he can go before instinctive concern leads him to pause and look down at her face to see how she's handling this, looking for any signs of pain or discomfort there.]

[There is something nerve-wracking about Gai pulling her apart and then positioning himself. Elizabeth wants it, she wants it more than anything else at that moment. But her body is kindly reminding her that this could hurt, and the fact that she trusts and loves Gai isn't going to deaden her nerve endings.]

[She hesitantly curls her fingers into the bedding, smiles bravely up at him and nods.]

[She breathes in at the first push--and it's a stretch but it isn't so bad. He's gliding in without resistance and it doesn't feel much different from when Gai had his fingers in her. But she does take a few deep breaths as he's pushing.]

[When he stops, she looks up at him, puzzled.] ...is that it? [The way the novels described it, there should be more inside of her, right?]

[Now it's Gai's turn to look puzzled, wondering if somehow he's doing something wrong, because... she doesn't seem to be in any pain at all. Which is far from a bad thing, it just isn't what he was expecting.]

It doesn't hurt?

[He wants to move so badly it's almost hurting him, but only if she's okay with it. God, it feels incredible already and they've barely even gotten started. The more he holds his position like this, the more he's starting to realize that her body has already mostly adjusted thanks to him fingering her earlier-- there's almost no resistance, and while she's tight around him she isn't painfully so. And... the tiniest experimental push forward confirms that lubrication is the least of their worries here.

Now he laughs, relieved. Looks like he didn't have anything to worry about after all.]

No... not too much... [She isn't going to say this out loud, but honestly? Getting a plug pulled out of her back hurt more than this.] There's a little burn, like I stretched too much.

[Gai's little push pinches her features a little. Ah, that one smarted a little, and he probably felt a little bit of resistance too. She does still have a hymen, after all.]

You're going to put more in though... aren't you? [She's trying to sound casual about it, but in reality she wants to feel all of it inside of her.]

[... ah. There. That's the part that's going to hurt. He looks almost apologetic now when he sees that tiny wince cross her features.]

Yeah. I just wanted to make sure you were okay.

[The initial insertion accomplished, he settles back onto his elbows over her so that he can lean down for a kiss. It's playful, teasing, and he captures her upper lip with his teeth for a moment before pulling away.]

I had no idea you were so greedy. But if that's what you want...

[Even if he tries to be as gentle as possible, he knows what he does next will be painful. Best to just get it over with quickly. Before either one of them can have second thoughts, he arches his back downwards, pushing himself further into her in a single smooth slide.

He's sorry, Elizabeth. He'll definitely make it up to you very shortly.]

[Elizabeth is sufficiently distracted by Gai's teasing kiss, she even grins and tries to snap at his bottom lip. Greedy? Well, probably for Gai. Definitely for Gai.]

[She's all devious smiles until Gai pushes harder--and that does hurt. Enough that she cries out a little and whimpers during the resulting afterburn. It still wasn't anything like the plug, but it was a decent pinch in a very sensitive area.]

Alrightthatonehurt, ow, ah, ow Gai. [Because 'Ow Gai' is clearly equivalent to 'I'm letting you know that it hurts right now, because you told me to.' She grips Gai's elbow and starts breathing deeply again.]

[That cry of pain is all it takes: Gai freezes instantly, feeling like the absolute worst person in the world right now even though he knew this was inevitable. Of course it was going to hurt, he knew that, but hearing her cry out and feeling her clutch at him is a different matter entirely.

He's hurting her, and he feels terrible about it.

The only thing he can do is hold still and kiss her again, trying to apologize and make up for it all at once with that gesture.]

I'm sorry. I'm sorry...

[Maybe the rest won't be so bad if he can distract her. It's not hard for him to shift enough so that he's leaning his weight on one arm, his other hand slipping down between them to rub at her and give her a little pleasure to help balance the pain.]

[Elizabeth easily kisses Gai back, the pinch easing as he holds her and apologizes.]

It's not your fault, it's alright Gai... [She strokes Gai's hair gently, trying to reassure him. It wasn't anything he could have helped, Elizabeth knows what just happened.]

[Gai's hand stroking her again is a little bit of a surprise because she's so focused on comforting him and breathing. She hums warmly, clearly distracted from the pain by Gai's intimate gesture. It isn't lighting her on fire, but it does make Elizabeth want to stretch up and kiss Gai again.] You're taking such good care of me, it's wonderful.

[His fault or not, he feels guilty for it all the same. But when she makes that pleased sound, he smiles a little, relieved that he can at least do something to ease things for her. He isn't expecting it to get her worked up the way it did before, not yet. All he wants is to help make the discomfort that much more tolerable.]

I told you, I don't want to hurt you. This is supposed to feel just as good for you as it is for me.

[Frankly, the only reason he's not going out of his own mind with desire right now is that he's so focused on making sure she's all right. His fingers increase their pace, wanting to try to start bringing her back towards arousal. As he does so, he slides forward a tad more, hoping that it won't hurt as much this time.]

Edited 2013-07-31 05:04 (UTC)

That was kind of necessary, though. From what I've read.

[She hums again, warmth building between her legs. The stretch is more pleasant now, and she feels full and complete. Good, it's very good.]

[It's even better when she rolls towards Gai's fingers and finds herself taking more of Gai in. Elizabeth gasps, almost surprised by how good it feels when it had been painful only a few seconds before.]

[She groans, quiet and long, and wraps her hands behind Gai's neck.]

This feels good, it feels very good.

[He can already tell that it's starting to become easier for her even before she says anything. Her muscles are relaxing slightly around him, the resistance lessening as her body adjusts to the intrusion. The tightness is settling into something more pleasant on his end, meaning things are beginning to feel better for her too.

So he keeps up what he's doing with his fingers, alternating between rubbing that spot directly and just tracing teasing circles around it, trying to get her worked up again.]

And I'm not even all the way in yet.

[To emphasize his point, he slides in a little further. And because he's feeling turned on and mischievous now that he's reassured she isn't in pain anymore, he decides now is a good time to see if he can get her to say anything as deliciously dirty as she did when she was begging him to put it inside her.]

Tell me how it feels.

[Gai is really putting her through her paces, isn't he? The teasing and touching is getting Elizabeth going again, and she's moaning quietly and writhing when the nice friction on her nub stops.]

[She gasps when Gai slides in more, spreads her legs more to silently tell Gai she wants more. Gai's driving her absolutely crazy, and his request makes Elizabeth shudder even harder. She thinks she knows what he wants.]

Hot... [Elizabeth rests her hands on Gai's chest.] And full. And so much better than your fingers. [She bites her lip, giving Gai a sultry look.] Bigger is better...

[Perhaps Gai underestimated Elizabeth's ability to be completely and utterly SEXY when she wants to be. ... okay, there's no "perhaps" about it. Those words go straight down between his legs like a rush of molten heat to his arousal, and if the look on his face didn't make clear just how much her saying that turned him on, the fact that he actually twitches within her should be very obvious indeed.]

Hnngh...

[That's about the most coherent thing he can manage for a moment. Mentally he makes a note to coax her into talking dirty more often, because WOW. She doesn't have to worry about him getting her message, either-- he arches again to push himself the rest of the way in and give her what she wants.

Fair is fair, after all.]

[Elizabeth gasps when she feels Gai move inside of her. Is that what's supposed to happen? Gai didn't sound like he was in pain, he just sounded inarticulate.]

[Inarticulate from her talking about how it felt? Apparently Gai has a little... predilection, doesn't he? Elizabeth grins, little thrilled noises emanating from her throat as she keeps her lip firmly between her teeth.]

Ah... Gai... [She sighs headily, brushing a finger over Gai's lips while she gets accustomed to more of Gai inside of her.] That can't be all you've got for me, pretty boy. [Elizabeth grins.]

[No no no this isn't fair she can't possibly be making him come so undone just by speaking but he feels like his entire body is a live wire and her finger against his lips is an electric shock wherever it makes contact. If she keeps going like this, it's going to be all over before it begins, which wouldn't be very satisfying for either one of them.

Logically, he knows he should give her some sort of warning. But there's no room left in his mind for logic now, only instinct, and it's that instinct that drives him to draw his hips back until he's nearly all the way out of her before thrusting right back in. Every instinct is screaming at him to just move, and he no longer has the ability left to resist. His first thrusts are jerky, desperate, but he quickly settles into a smoother rhythm as he just rolls his hips into her.

No, that was indeed nowhere near all he's got in store, as she is no doubt discovering.]

[Well, she asked for it really.]

[Elizabeth screams in surprise. Half because she didn't expect Gai to thrust into her so quickly, half because it doesn't hurt--it feels amazing. The cries Gai pulls out of her during his next thrusts are more pleased and simply wanton. As Gai settles into his rhythm, Elizabeth starts moving with him, hanging onto Gai's shoulders lest she spiral into complete mindlessness.]

Oh God, oh God yes...! [Elizabeth's legs curl up and fall completely open so as to let Gai have the lay of all the land... so to speak.]

[Dimly Gai becomes aware that she's moving with him, that she's writhing and moaning and begging him with her body. He isn't being too rough; she loves this. And he loves it too, because being inside of her is every bit as incredible as he imagined it would be, and it's intimate and wonderful and if the world simply stopped existing right now, he would die the happiest man in the world.

The new position of her legs allows him to change his angle slightly, tilting up just a little and trying to find that spot within her that he'd brushed with his fingers earlier. As much as he'd like to move his hand back to work on her, he doesn't quite have the presence of mind for that just yet.

He doesn't even notice that he's making sounds too-- low grunts and growls that might almost be her name. Maybe it's a bit animalistic. Frankly, he doesn't care.]

[Frankly, she doesn't care either. She loves it.]

[Gai, on their date, was the picture of control and elegance. And he'd exerted perfect control when he had been touching Elizabeth earlier. So the fact that Gai is growling as he thrusts into her gets Elizabeth going in a way she didn't really expect. She loves knowing that Gai wants her to the point of dropping the more refined and controlled side of himself.]

[She keeps rolling her hips into Gai, gasping and moaning as he changes the angle to something new and delicious. There's a new tone to her moans now, and her hands are wandering over Gai's shoulders.] So right... so good, you're so--

[Elizabeth cries out, Gai touched something in her that's twisting her into knots.]

[Gai had had every intention of remaining in control throughout this entire thing. He'd planned on being the one to lead, he'd laid out the whole thing in his mind exactly the way he would one of his missions at home. He thought he'd accounted for every possible scenario, every turn of events that this could take. He was going to get her on the bed and use his fingers and tongue to bring her to climax over and over before they even started the actual act. He'd take things slowly, draw out her pleasure from a low burn into a flame that consumed her ability to do anything other than cling to him and just feel.

The first part hadn't happened (and he's a bit disappointed with himself for that), and the second part... well, he isn't exactly in control of his body anymore. His hips are moving on their own, plunging into her again and again, coaxing more gasps and cries out of her with each thrust as he loses himself in that heat around him.

But then she makes a noise and Gai realizes he'd found that spot he was looking for.]

Right there?

[And he tries to angle himself to hit it again, see if she'll make that sound again, maybe even louder this time.]

[Elizabeth, on the other hand, hadn't made any plans whatsoever. Well, yes, she had planned what she was going to wear, and how she would take it off, but past that she had resigned herself to letting Gai please her. It was the best choice--Gai's plans be damned, Elizabeth can't imagine anything more perfect.]

Yes, there...! [Her voice comes out as a wispy, high-pitched thing that Elizabeth can barely enunciate through. Gai thrusts and Elizabeth is arching off the bed yet again, a pleasured cry escaping her completely unchecked.]

What is that?

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