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[The events of a week and a half ago still hang heavy over Gai's mind, something that's unusual for him. He's had his body altered without his consent, even his mind during a few experiments before, but to have his memory messed with... it's far more disconcerting than even he wants to admit. Add in everything else that happened, and you've got one broody former terrorist leader who can't even take out his unhappiness in the Battle Dome due to that damn virus.

So he opts to express himself in another way that's familiar to him, one that doesn't require any physical exertion. Something tells him that he's not the only one feeling this way right now...

When the journal entry begins, the camera is covered, obscuring its owner. All there is is a song playing over the journals, letting the music and the lyrics speak for themselves.

But that isn't all. Once it finishes playing, a written message will appear in a neat and practiced hand.]

There is a universal constant among this world and every other. The world will always force a choice on those within it: either to sit quietly by and be selected out, or to adapt and change. Those are the only two paths that can be chosen.

Our opponents made a fatal mistake when they expected us to choose the former. They underestimated our desire to survive, and that proved to be their undoing. We rose to the challenge, and we survived. And we will keep on surviving, no matter what they may try to send at us. We won't roll over and play dead the way they expect us to.

Well done, Luceti. You should be proud.

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He mentioned that too. That some people just like pleasing their partner. But I've never done anything for you, so I don't know if I like it or not.

But you used your mouth on me last time, I should do the same for you this time, right? [She leans into Gai's hands, puts one of hers on his.] You wouldn't do it if it was miserable.

You did a lot more for me than you think. In fact, you're doing the same thing right now.

[And he arches his hips up against her again to show her exactly what he means by that-- and it's very evident by now.]

But if you really want to try, I'm not going to say no. After all, there's only one way to find out whether or not you like using your mouth too.

[Now he leans in a little closer to nuzzle at her ear.]

And believe me, doing it to you was the exact opposite of miserable.

[Elizabeth hums and bites her lip again as Gai presses against her again. He's hard, and she likes it. She wants to try, especially if it will make Gai happy.]

Tell me what you like. [She blindly reaches a hand to slide into Gai's hair, to hold him by her ear like he is now.] I'm not trusting what I've read, tell me what to do.

[Though she can't see it, his smile widens when she catches his head to hold him there, the implication obvious. She wants him to tell her want he wants to have done to him, and that thought, that thought is far hotter than it has any right to be. And he'd thought hearing her tell him that she wanted it inside her was hot...]

Use your tongue, the way I did on you. Lick it slowly, up and down and then over the tip. Surprise me-- fast, slow, rough, gentle, don't let me be able to guess what you're going to do next. The anticipation feels just as good as the act itself.

[Elizabeth nods, though she's nervous she won't be able to keep Gai guessing. Only a grandmaster of chess could keep an experienced player guessing, and Elizabeth didn't want to hurt Gai trying to 'surprise' him.]

[She slides off of Gai's lap, a little unsteady on her feet again. She manages to unbutton her skirt and lets it drop to the floor, so it's out of her way as she kneels down in front of Gai.]

[Gai, meanwhile, lifts himself up off the couch just enough to slide his own pants and boxers off, leaving him completely bare before her. He's not expecting the best blowjob he's ever had out of this, but that isn't the point. What's important is that this is something Elizabeth wants to do. Because of that, he's pretty sure that whatever she does will end up feeling good to him, lack of experience aside.

Once she kneels down, he spreads his legs wider to give her more room to settle between them. She can take however long she likes to work up the nerve to begin the actual touching; he won't say a thing to urge her into it.]

[Elizabeth does feel more than a little apprehensive faced with Gai's... manhood. How had Gai just pulled her apart and gone at it? This was incredibly intimidating. The blush rising on her cheeks the longer she stares at it is probably indicative of that.]

[Maybe she could start just with some touching. That was easy enough, she'd done that before. Gently, she wraps her fingers in a slightly awkward positioning around Gai and squeezes a little.]

[... yeah, that was sort of the response he'd been expecting. As much as he may enjoy doing it, he's well aware that the idea of using one's mouth for something like that is something that often takes a bit of working up to. If she were to change her mind right now, he couldn't blame her one bit.

He's about to say this much when she reaches out to touch him. Experienced that hand is not, but the squeeze feels good either way, enough so that he inhales before he even realizes it.

Yes, that's good, and she can keep going with that if she wants.]

[Elizabeth looks up at Gai when he inhales--that was good, probably. Yes?]

[She slides her hand up over Gai, trying to keep some kind of pressure on him. It was supposed to be like Gai was inside of her, presumably, when she used her hand or mouth. Which was hard, when she thought about it. All Gai had to do was lick her and that was enough. This was completely unfair.]

[Well... hardly Gai's fault he was just built this way. But it did add another layer of apprehension as she stroked him up and down and watched to gauge his reaction.]

[Knowing that she could probably use a bit of encouragement, Gai lets his eyes slide shut and keeps his breathing slow and even and focused to show that he is indeed enjoying this. Really, pleasing a man isn't very difficult at all. That pressure and stroking already feels wonderful to him, tentative though it is, and while he'd prefer it to be a bit firmer, this will do quite nicely for now.

At last he opens his eyes to smile down at her.]

You're doing just fine.

[He says she's doing fine, but Elizabeth remembers being a little puddle at this point when Gai touched her. True, she shouldn't be too critical of her ability when Gai was more experienced than her in these things, but she wants to make him writhe like she had.]

[So she just throws all caution to the wind and leans forward to lick the head. Surprise, Gai.]

[Oh, he's surprised all right. Somehow the fact that Elizabeth is licking him turns what should have been just a slightly pleasant sensation into a spike of pure heat shooting straight up his spine, leaving spreading warmth in its wake... and yes, that might have been a gasp that escaped his mouth.

There's no logical way that should have felt as good as it did. But he sure as heck isn't about to complain or question it. It's not quite the writhing Elizabeth wants, but at least it's a start?]

[Ah, there we go. It isn't writhing, but it's better than 'You're doing fine'.]

[She smiles up at him, hand wrapping around Gai again and starting another bit of stroking. Firmer this time, throwing in a little squeeze every so often, hovering close with her mouth just to tease him a little.]

Still doing fine?

[Now Gai manages a breathless little laugh as he looks down at her and what she's doing to him (which is also quite erotic to watch, he must admit).]

What do you think?

[He's fighting the urge to roll his hips into that stroking to get more contact. He wants to, oh does he ever, but he doesn't want to startle her either, not with her face so close to him like that.]

[Elizabeth grins at him.] You can't blame me for wanting to hear it.

[But she refocuses her efforts and keeps stroking Gai over his entire length. She's getting the hang of this, maybe she can build up the courage to lick him again once she does.]

Wanting to hear me say that you're doing fine, or wanting to hear the sounds I make as a result?

[Even though it's getting harder and harder for him to concentrate on anything outside of her hand, he still can't resist the urge to tease.

Okay, now he is rolling his hips just the tiniest bit with her stroking to increase the friction on him.]

That I'm doing fine. Didn't you know that I'm the sort of person who needs constant encouragement? [She pouts up at him, but it pulls into a smile in short order. Yeah, that was funny for a moment. Though maybe it was true when it came to the way she was touching Gai now.]

[She blinks when she feels Gai starting to push up a little bit, fascinated but remembering that she did much the same when Gai was touching her. Experimentally, she runs a finger around the head of his erection.]

I'll be sure to remember that for next time.

[He almost, almost falters partway through when she traces that finger around him like that, but he rallies and manages to maintain control. He's just as fascinated as she is, though for a different reason: he feels so incredibly sensitive when she touches him, more than he can ever recall feeling before. He isn't sure whether that's because it's her or because now there are emotions involved in this, or maybe even some reason he hasn't figured out yet.]

That feels good.

[If she wants encouragement, he's more than happy to provide it.]

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[Elizabeth is very focused on her hand's movements in relation to Gai's length, but when he encourages her she looks up and smiles. So maybe this wasn't the same as when Gai touches her, but she was getting a satisfied, warm feeling watching Gai react to her attentions. She almost rests her arm and head on Gai's thigh so she can just continue to touch and watch him react.]

[But that would probably be a little cruel. And if what she's doing with her finger feels good, it would probably be better with her tongue, right? She should be moving things along a little bit.]

[However, the thought of Gai watching her as she struggled to coordinate her tongue against his manhood was highly embarrassing. She'd just figured out what to do with her tongue when kissing, for God's sake.]

[She shifts a little, going in for the kill but also trying to obscure any and all view of her trying to mimic the motions of her finger with the tip of her tongue.]

[If she didn't understand how Gai could get so much pleasure out of doing things to her before, she likely can now. Half of the fun is in watching your partner react, the sounds they make, the way they move, all of which are things Elizabeth didn't disappoint in. Gai, on the other hand, has a lot more experience than she does and is far more practiced at not showing just how much things are affecting him.

This time he actually wants to drop that facade, to let her have clear evidence that what she's doing is in fact pleasing him a great deal. When she moves to resume what she was doing with her tongue, it isn't just that desire that causes him to let out a soft groan-- no, it's a genuine response, no exaggerating there. He does wish that he could see what she's doing, though, because he has a feeling that would make it just that much hotter. Maybe if he cranes his neck a little...]

[That sounded like a good groan, and Elizabeth has a little fluttery moment of excitement. She's getting him there, she hopes. She even risks a glance upwards before realizing that if she can see Gai, he can see her. ~~The things you learn running from people shooting at you.~~]

[What she'll see is a pleased and decidedly aroused grin on Gai's face. Yes, that was quite a good groan indeed, and he's all for letting her make him make more sounds along those lines.]

I want to watch.

[It comes out almost as a purr, something low and sexy and utterly wanting. As far as he's concerned, watching is half the fun.]

[...yeah that's frozen her brain for a moment. Elizabeth stares at Gai for a moment, stopping all of her movements.]

[Then she finally realizes what Gai said and looks down in embarrassment.] I'm going to look ridiculous.

[Gai doesn't seem deterred by that thought in the least.]

When you get right down to it, all sex looks ridiculous. That doesn't mean it isn't still hot to watch. Or do you think I didn't look equally ridiculous when I was doing it to you?

[He had his head between her legs and was doing things with his tongue. That's going to look silly in ANYONE'S book.]

No! You looked... graceful. [Elizabeth frowns and looks at the inside of Gai's thigh. Did she overthink that?]

Besides. [She fixes him with a highly accusatory half-glare.] Your tongue just disappeared to where I couldn't see it. I'm just... you can see everything.

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