Everything you do ends up affecting the lives of other people, whether you know it or not. It's impossible to live without influencing others and being influenced by them. That's what makes us human.
Then let me be the one to take that responsibility. I'll face all of the consequences-- that's part of what being a leader means. If you aren't ready to accept that, you aren't ready to be a leader.
[That makes him feel a little better about himself but at the same time he can't accept this.
Not being confident and being socially awkward has it's blunders. Shu dislikes those aspects of himself and he thinks for a moment that he should be better than that.
Instead of complaining he just nods.]
Gai.
What makes you say that?
[He wants to know! It would be unlike Gai to say things without a reason anyways.]
[Whoa whoa HANDS IN NEW PLACES hands do not go there, Shu, he may have had some alcohol too but he's not sure he wants he wants to be getting this friendly even so. He'll just be grabbing Shu's wrist and attempting to extract that wandering hand from his shirt.]
But he'll actually just raise an eyebrow and allow Shu to do this because he's curious as to what the heck the other thinks he's doing, plus it's kind of funny to see him being SO DETERMINED and not getting any results from it at all.]
Successfully managed to pin Gai down! Only because he let him do so. Gai isn't weak. Shu's visibly frustrated since he can't draw out the other's void.
Is he not doing something right? Shu will go and give Gai a hard stare.
Maybe sticking his hand down Gai's pants might do the trick. Abort abort. ]
Edited (i can html i swear ) 2012-05-03 04:33 (UTC)
['ABORT ABORT' is about the reaction Gai is having at the moment because hands down his pants is definitely NOT something he was expecting, although in retrospect given how drunk Shu is right now he probably should have seen this coming. HIS VOID IS NOT IN THERE, SHU, NOW KNOCK IT OFF.]
Hey! What the hell do you think you're doing?
[VERY FIRMLY trying to pry that hand out of his pants before Shu starts getting too touchy-feely. No homo, man.]
[Definitely not letting go of that hand now because he does not trust it not to end up back in his pants given how convinced Shu seems to be that his Void is in there.]
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What if what I do ends up affecting the lives of other people? If people die because of my mistakes I wouldn't be able to take it.
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That's just crazy.
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I never said that people dying was a good thing. But if you allow that fear to paralyze you, even more people may die because of your inaction.
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I don't want to be responsible for it. Not when I'm not prepared to face the consequences.
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I won't let you do that.
[Abruptly.]
That's too many burdens for one person.
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[For the briefest moment, he looks taken aback...]
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Yes, just like that. You're fine the way you are right now.
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Not being confident and being socially awkward has it's blunders. Shu dislikes those aspects of himself and he thinks for a moment that he should be better than that.
Instead of complaining he just nods.]
Gai.
What makes you say that?
[He wants to know! It would be unlike Gai to say things without a reason anyways.]
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[Of course he has a reason. Gai has a reason for everything he does. Now whether or not he'll explain what happened... probably not.]
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[First thing he assumes under the assumption he's still working for Funeral Parlor and still has the power of kings.
It's the most likely scenario he can think of without any prior knowledge asides from what Inori told him.]
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[Your ten minutes of dere for the day is almost up and Gai is starting to get slightly annoyed by this string of questions, Shu.]
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[Still drunk: check
can't remember that he couldn't use voids here: check
cue: his hand going into gai's shirt in hopes of drawing out his heart!]
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You can't draw out Voids here, you idiot.
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Shut up and let me use you!
[Now trying to pin Gai to a wall so he can get a better handle on this.]
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Shu if that's what you wanted you could just askBut he'll actually just raise an eyebrow and allow Shu to do this because he's curious as to what the heck the other thinks he's doing, plus it's kind of funny to see him being SO DETERMINED and not getting any results from it at all.]
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Successfully managed to pin Gai down! Only because he let him do so. Gai isn't weak. Shu's visibly frustrated since he can't draw out the other's void.
Is he not doing something right? Shu will go and give Gai a hard stare.
Maybe sticking his hand down Gai's pants might do the trick. Abort abort. ]
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Hey! What the hell do you think you're doing?
[VERY FIRMLY trying to pry that hand out of his pants before Shu starts getting too touchy-feely. No homo, man.]
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I can't do it so I'm trying to find another way.
[This is annoying for Shu! But his hand is pulled away.]
Please stop resisting.
[no homo cries.]
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[Definitely not letting go of that hand now because he does not trust it not to end up back in his pants given how convinced Shu seems to be that his Void is in there.]
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[Now he feels a bit dejected because GAI YOU KEEP SAYING NO. But the one who doesn't make sense here is Shu.]
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[Now will you stop trying to stick your hand down his pants?]
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[Answer: no
So he'll spam heal on Gai until he finally decides to give up.]
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You know what
He's just going to reach up and flick Shu right on the forehead.]
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