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[...As people tended to say: Bigger is better.]

[Elizabeth blushes and steals a glance at Gai's erection again, every sentence she's read about how much more pleasurable it was to have someone... big inside of you coming immediately to mind. She feels something tense or twitch between her legs, maybe from all this talk about feeling good while Gai was hanging so close to her.]

[She hitches up her legs, wrapping one of them around Gai's hip.] Well don't tease me with predictions of the future, Gai... [Elizabeth tilts her head, heated gaze meeting Gai's.] Show me.

[She won't be disappointed in that department, that much is for certain. Gai isn't exactly small; he can understand why she had looked concerned at the thought of fitting that inside of her, though hopefully those fears have been at least somewhat dispelled by having his fingers in her.

He most definitely ISN'T expecting her to react to his comment by hooking her leg around him like that, and in fact she'll likely feel the shiver of pleasure that runs through him at that contact. This... is far more forward than he'd expected her to be. Not that he's entirely surprised, since Elizabeth herself is a non-stop source of surprises.

He's less surprised and more turned on, and before he can stop himself he's arching his hips forward to rub himself against her and tease her... just the way she'd told him not to.

In this case, though, he's pretty sure she'll forgive him for it.]

[Yes, two months trapped in Luceti, with nothing but time? Gai would be surprised as to what she can do.]

[She's pleased Gai is excited, though when he moves forward Elizabeth has a tense moment thinking that was the move she'd been anticipating. Gai sliding smoothly between her legs isn't exactly what she'd been expecting, but she likes it. It's hotter than when they were rubbing against one another in their undergarments, and certainly more slick. Whatever Gai had put on himself, clearly it wasn't going to make the ride bumpy in the slightest.]

[A fresh blush rises in her cheeks and Elizabeth gives a little gasp. If anything, Gai is clearly revving her engine again.] Gai... ah, isn't that supposed, mmh, to go inside of me? [She gives a little half-moan, half-laugh. She can't help it, though--she rolls her hips with Gai, trying to get a little pressure going on her end too.] Not... slide against me like this...? [Even if it felt unorthodox, and a little dirty, and so good.]

[One thing Elizabeth will learn very quickly (if she hasn't already) is that Gai is a man who is not above playing dirty. And really, what better situation for doing so than something as wonderfully dirty in general as sex? If she's enjoying it, far be it from him to say that they have to stop. He's most certainly enjoying it on his end too, as the low little growls that escape him with each movement of his hips make clear.

Feeling her rolling her hips up against him is all the encouragement he needs to really crank this up a notch. He lowers his head, breathing warm against her neck for a moment before giving a gentle bite and then just sucking lightly on the skin there. This might leave a mark - probably will leave a mark - but at this point he doesn't even care.

At last he draws back just enough to speak, his hips never ceasing their movements this entire time.]

Do you want it inside you?

[It's half a growl, half a purr, and entirely sexy.]

[Elizabeth can feel the situation picking up in tone and intensity. Between Gai's little growls and his mouth on her neck, her body is coming close to how it was when she asked Gai for his fingers again. Sensitive, but there's another sense of urgency she's feeling in her chest and shoulders.]

[She wraps her arms around Gai's back, holding on for dear life as they slide and roll against one another. Little pleading gasps and sighs are coming out of her as he attacks her neck. And that question, that question that feels like the most sinful thing Elizabeth has ever encountered lights a powderkeg inside of her.]

Yes! Yes, I want it inside of me, I want you inside of me, Gai!

[Gai can't help it-- Elizabeth's response, her earnest, needy response is setting every last nerve on fire, and he's sure he's harder than he's ever been in his life, he doesn't even know how it's physically possible to be this aroused because he feels like all it will take is a single breath against his skin to set him off--

He's stopping his motions now, because he simply doesn't have the coordination or control over his muscles to keep going; all he can do is shudder and moan her name in a tone that's both reverent and very, very wanton.]

Elizabeth...

[It feels like an eternity before he can get his brain working enough to process anything beyond her and how they're twined together and oh god, he isn't even INSIDE her yet, how can this possibly get any better? Through the thundering of his heart in his ears, he soon realizes that it's HIS breathing that sounds so ragged and harsh. So he focuses on that sound and on readjusting the rhythm of it until he's capable of speech again.]

Edited 2013-07-30 22:57 (UTC)

[Apparently that was good, and Gai was enjoying it. So much that Elizabeth thinks he's having a bit of a melt-down. The way he's saying her name and shaking and breathing... it's amazing. Gai always seemed so carefully put-together and unflappable. And something told her that this was new for him as well, being this worked up in the bedroom. Maybe she pushed too hard...]

[Elizabeth reaches up and strokes his hair, his cheek, his shoulder. Trying to help him calm down and come back to planet Earth. Or Luceti--wherever.]

Shh... It's alright, catch your breath. I'm right here.

[It's taken Gai nearly a decade to perfect his leader face, the image that he is unshakable and unaffected by everything, no matter how exciting or terrible. Nearly a decade to build it up and just a couple of minutes and a single girl to send it all crashing down around his ears. It makes him feel oddly exposed somehow, like raw nerves, only the sensation isn't unpleasant at all. This is her first time, not his; isn't she the one who is supposed to be feeling this way?

It's strange and somehow exciting and it feels kind of like jumping off a cliff, those heartstopping few seconds before you realize you can fly. Slowly he calms under her petting, at once elated and embarrassed. He'd thought he knew just about all there was to know about sex, but he's realizing now that he doesn't really know that much at all... at least, not about the important things.]

I'm...

[He has no idea how to word what he wants to say, because he's not sure it's something that can even be put into words.]

What? [Elizabeth lets her hands drift over Gai's hair and stop at his cheeks. She's worried that she's done something to break him, honestly, though she has no idea what that could have been. He was so gung-ho a moment ago and then suddenly it was like his heart was about to explode.]

[She bites her lip, running her thumb gently over Gai's cheekbone. He looks so vulnerable like this, she wants to put herself in front of whatever is causing him this distress. But if he can't enunciate what that is, helping is going to be that much harder.]

[...Maybe she did push him too hard, and he already had his climax? It would be hard to tell, given the condom, right...?]

Did I... ah, miss your moment?

[The look on Elizabeth's face is so full of sincere concern that he can't stop himself from letting out a breathless little chuckle. Not that he can blame her for worrying; he'll be the first to admit that he's not acting like himself at all. All of this is incredible, even if he's not quite sure how to handle it.]

No, that's not it at all.

[Now that his limbs are responding, he lifts his own hands to mirror Elizabeth's motions and cup her cheeks, stroking his thumbs gently over her skin and marveling at the intimacy of this simple touch.]

You have no idea how much I want you right now.

[Unlike before, however, this admission isn't intended to be sexy or arousing. It's just an honest statement of his feelings, because there's so much more to this than just sexual desire.]

[The statement comes so plainly from Gai, Elizabeth doesn't feel another twinge of arousal so much as she feels like every one of her senses is opening and taking in the moment. Did she ever think this would happen? That she would be so easily entwined with a man from a future that might not even be her own? No, not even her wild imagination could create something like this. It was too unique to be thought up.]

[She rests her head against one Gai's hands.] No, I don't have any idea. Do you have any idea how much I want to give myself to you, though?

[Any worries that she might've had about breaking him will be swiftly allayed when his smile turns more devious and he rocks his hips forward just enough to make contact with her again.]

I think I've got some idea.

[... he couldn't help it, really. He may be baring his soul to her, but at heart he's still a very aroused eighteen-year-old young man on top of an equally naked and aroused young woman.]

Gai! [She giggles, cheeks turning pink again as she nuzzles into his hand.]

Then I take it back, I have some idea of how much you want me! [She's not letting him off that easily, no matter how naked and aroused she is.]

[He ducks his his head down for a kiss, muffling those giggles with his mouth-- though she'll likely be able to feel that he's laughing every bit as much as she is. It's things like this that make him realize just how much he loves her, this ability to tease and laugh with her even when they're just moments away from having sex.

After a moment of peppering her lips with playful kisses, he pauses to just look at her, take in everything about this moment and burn it into his memory so that no matter what happens, he'll always be able to recall this feeling of happiness and of being loved. And then he kisses her again.

This time, he wants to convey everything he's feeling right now, all of those emotions that he can't put into words. Maybe he can't put them into words properly, but that doesn't mean that he can't let her know how he feels about her and about all of this.]

[Elizabeth tries to chase each little playful kiss, not trying to turn it into something deeper, but just trying to play back. When he pauses to look at her, Elizabeth does the same. His hair is falling around them in curtains, and she takes a moment to tuck one side behind his ear and brush her fingertips across his cheek. She wants to remember this moment too, because she's never had a moment where she's felt quite so loved.]

[She wraps her arms around Gai's back again when he presses for something more sober. Elizabeth can almost feel that he's struggling to say something, but can only try to kiss her hard enough to say it. She strokes his back, holds onto him. The words aren't coming to her either, but she's feeling the weight of the moment.]

[Words aren't needed for something like this, not really. The way he's kissing her right now speaks volumes: it's slow, loving, yet with an underlying heat to it, like a flickering fire that could be stoked into a raging inferno at any moment. But he isn't going to let it reach that state, not yet. He wants to be certain that she understands what he's trying to express first.

It's when he feels her arms around him, feels her pulling him closer, that he knows she's gotten the message. Now he lets a little more desire creep into the kiss, to show that he meant exactly what he said about wanting her. Because he does-- he wants her so much his entire body aches for it, and while he's trying to maintain control, he can feel it unraveling with every second, every touch of her skin against his. The fuse has been lit and it won't be long before he explodes.

At last he pulls back just enough to look her in the eyes, keeping his hands cupping her face.]

Are you ready?

Edited 2013-07-31 02:26 (UTC)

[Elizabeth grips that little thread of desire in Gai's kiss and lets it drag her back into the heat growing between their bodies. If anything though, that moment steeled her resolve even further. She wants Gai, she wants him to take all of her and love all of her until she can't feel anything else. Even if it hurts at first, she knows what's on the other end of whatever few moments of pain she feels. Gai holding her, keeping her steady.]

[She looks up into his eyes and nods.] I'm ready, go ahead.

[He nods in return, brushing one last soft kiss to her lips before sitting back a bit to get them into position. Really, what he hates most about this is the fact that he has to take his hands away from her cheeks to do so; he wants to touch her while he does this, but both hands are required for the initial part and there's no way he's going to risk anything going even slightly wrong. More than anything, he's scared of hurting her.

It takes a deep breath to steady his nerves enough to be able to reach out to her. One hand spreads her apart, and with his other hand he carefully positions himself until he's pressed right up against her opening, ignoring his every instinct screaming at him to just PUSH right inside, patience be damned.

One more deep breath, and then he smiles down at her.]

Here goes.

[Now he does push. Just gently at first, pressing inside as slowly as he can manage until he's gotten the tip inside. That's as far as he can go before instinctive concern leads him to pause and look down at her face to see how she's handling this, looking for any signs of pain or discomfort there.]

[There is something nerve-wracking about Gai pulling her apart and then positioning himself. Elizabeth wants it, she wants it more than anything else at that moment. But her body is kindly reminding her that this could hurt, and the fact that she trusts and loves Gai isn't going to deaden her nerve endings.]

[She hesitantly curls her fingers into the bedding, smiles bravely up at him and nods.]

[She breathes in at the first push--and it's a stretch but it isn't so bad. He's gliding in without resistance and it doesn't feel much different from when Gai had his fingers in her. But she does take a few deep breaths as he's pushing.]

[When he stops, she looks up at him, puzzled.] ...is that it? [The way the novels described it, there should be more inside of her, right?]

[Now it's Gai's turn to look puzzled, wondering if somehow he's doing something wrong, because... she doesn't seem to be in any pain at all. Which is far from a bad thing, it just isn't what he was expecting.]

It doesn't hurt?

[He wants to move so badly it's almost hurting him, but only if she's okay with it. God, it feels incredible already and they've barely even gotten started. The more he holds his position like this, the more he's starting to realize that her body has already mostly adjusted thanks to him fingering her earlier-- there's almost no resistance, and while she's tight around him she isn't painfully so. And... the tiniest experimental push forward confirms that lubrication is the least of their worries here.

Now he laughs, relieved. Looks like he didn't have anything to worry about after all.]

No... not too much... [She isn't going to say this out loud, but honestly? Getting a plug pulled out of her back hurt more than this.] There's a little burn, like I stretched too much.

[Gai's little push pinches her features a little. Ah, that one smarted a little, and he probably felt a little bit of resistance too. She does still have a hymen, after all.]

You're going to put more in though... aren't you? [She's trying to sound casual about it, but in reality she wants to feel all of it inside of her.]

[... ah. There. That's the part that's going to hurt. He looks almost apologetic now when he sees that tiny wince cross her features.]

Yeah. I just wanted to make sure you were okay.

[The initial insertion accomplished, he settles back onto his elbows over her so that he can lean down for a kiss. It's playful, teasing, and he captures her upper lip with his teeth for a moment before pulling away.]

I had no idea you were so greedy. But if that's what you want...

[Even if he tries to be as gentle as possible, he knows what he does next will be painful. Best to just get it over with quickly. Before either one of them can have second thoughts, he arches his back downwards, pushing himself further into her in a single smooth slide.

He's sorry, Elizabeth. He'll definitely make it up to you very shortly.]

[Elizabeth is sufficiently distracted by Gai's teasing kiss, she even grins and tries to snap at his bottom lip. Greedy? Well, probably for Gai. Definitely for Gai.]

[She's all devious smiles until Gai pushes harder--and that does hurt. Enough that she cries out a little and whimpers during the resulting afterburn. It still wasn't anything like the plug, but it was a decent pinch in a very sensitive area.]

Alrightthatonehurt, ow, ah, ow Gai. [Because 'Ow Gai' is clearly equivalent to 'I'm letting you know that it hurts right now, because you told me to.' She grips Gai's elbow and starts breathing deeply again.]

[That cry of pain is all it takes: Gai freezes instantly, feeling like the absolute worst person in the world right now even though he knew this was inevitable. Of course it was going to hurt, he knew that, but hearing her cry out and feeling her clutch at him is a different matter entirely.

He's hurting her, and he feels terrible about it.

The only thing he can do is hold still and kiss her again, trying to apologize and make up for it all at once with that gesture.]

I'm sorry. I'm sorry...

[Maybe the rest won't be so bad if he can distract her. It's not hard for him to shift enough so that he's leaning his weight on one arm, his other hand slipping down between them to rub at her and give her a little pleasure to help balance the pain.]

[Elizabeth easily kisses Gai back, the pinch easing as he holds her and apologizes.]

It's not your fault, it's alright Gai... [She strokes Gai's hair gently, trying to reassure him. It wasn't anything he could have helped, Elizabeth knows what just happened.]

[Gai's hand stroking her again is a little bit of a surprise because she's so focused on comforting him and breathing. She hums warmly, clearly distracted from the pain by Gai's intimate gesture. It isn't lighting her on fire, but it does make Elizabeth want to stretch up and kiss Gai again.] You're taking such good care of me, it's wonderful.

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